Friday, April 23, 2010

I DON'T Have a Boy.

Yes, sorry to pop your bubble. I don't have a boy. So, what the hell was that in the previous post. Well, thats life. You might find something that you think might like, but turns out, its just a little confusion messing with your head. Thats's what it is. The truth is, those thoughts was just idiocy, complication and immaturity. I am aware that I am happier being single at the moment. I'm not ready for any kind of relationship that needed my loyalty, commitment and attention. I need those things to share with the more important people around me and myself. I know if I got involve again, its just gonna fall apart like it always did. Right now, I'm just going to focus to the ones I love around me. To be honest, I was never ready for a relationship. So, I would want to apologize to those whose been hurt by my action. I know there are people thats pissed off, hurt and angry of my previous action. I've been selfish when it comes to it cause I don't know how to care for other people feeling except when it comes to friends. So if anything, family and friends comes first.

There you go everyone. The answer has been reveal. Though, I don't like this entry much. There's not much I can say in here.

Sunday, April 4, 2010

What life have to offer

Actually I don't really know. I'm just going with the flow of my life. So what did happened lately? I passed for my drivers license and got on the list of 'The person to be consider for transport for the next outing'. I also got matrix at Malacca just like most of my classmates. But I didn't gave an answer to the offer yet. I'm gonna wait for UPU results to come out and then take my pick. What else??? Oh yeah. I watched DEAR JOHN!!!!!!! Yeay! Awesome! I'm finishing up my story (I hope). I'm also having thought about my current thoughts about my relationship with someone. I'll post about that later. And I've discovered mountains of great quotes by great people. I've also been sleeping late and waking up incredibly late as well. I really have to stop that. It gives me headache and heats. Oh, by the way, my pc came back to life, so, I lost everything on hard drive C but I still have everything else, my music, movies and s***s. what a relief. But my Photoshop software is gone. Sobs sobs.

Guess what. I gain weight. A LOT! I'm telling you. One fine morning, I woke up and just felt like weighting myself after a long time. I never really like to weight myself cause I know then I'll be too self conscious about my weight. But usually my weight would never go up a certain number. But that morning, the number shocked me. My reaction : "*Gasp* Oh s**t! This is not happening." So I told my sister and her reaction : "Your going down a dangerous path sister. Jom beli teh hijau". That night, we went to Tesco with out parents and got green tea. On the same night, we watched Dear John with a warm green tea. -_-" Its bitter but I bear with it. Its only been two night I had green tea. So thats the story of my dangerous weight.

My sister wants to go the movie. With me of course. But we don't know whats good right now. She got two free tickets and we might go this weekend(?). She even asked me when we can get my license. Obviously she's dying to make me drive. Haha. I'm not entirely excited about getting my license. Cause I know that I'll have to drive around here and there when people tell me to. I prefer to stay home.

So basically, my life is a zero fill with dust. Thank you for reading.

Come back next time.... *Wave*