Life is a Stage

It’s been so long since I post useful things on my blog. Life is a stage. I think you can guess from the title of this post. When performing a play, unexpected things always happened when you least expected. You could probably stutter in the middle, fall flat on your face, or even forget the whole thing. And another thing, there’s always going to be an antagonistic character you will have to face. But in real life, there are a lot of antagonistic people on your stage. People will always want to conquer your stage even thou they have their own. So, what I always tell my friend is, don’t always be too nice to people, sometimes they going to stab you in the back when you weren’t looking. So, beware. For me, I’m always nice to people in the beginning. Then when I see their true colours, I will know how to act. So, if you think that by always being nice to people, they will react the same way, well think again. And when you stutter in the middle, think of something. Make something up. Don’t just give up on it. When you fail on something, its not the end of the world. Lastly, falling flat on your face. When this happen, don’t think that you’re gonna die just because you fall. There’s a lot more opportunity out there. What you have to do is, grab it. Those person who laughs at you when you fall, are going to regret ever laughing at you once you’ve succeeded. So, since it’s your stage, you are the actor and you are also the director. So plan it well, may you live well!

The Best Experience of My High School Year.

Yesterday my school was the host for the Drama Competition. And of course our school had a drama team for it and I’m part of it. We started practicing like 2 weeks ago I think, but overall I think we’ve done our best and even though we didn’t win, we had fun doing it. The first week we were still playing around and were not serious. But after that, everyone started being a bit more serious and committed. We practiced a lot and scream a lot too. Lol. When its time for our last practice that was on Wednesday, we really did it like we’re competing. And lastly The Day comes. Everyone got nervous and all. On stage we really went all out. But some people still think we sucked. But whatever. I had so much fun. Thanks for the memory guys. After we perform, me and some of the girls were like “We’ll really gonna miss everything after this”. Even though we are having our exam the same week as the competition week, we still came to practice every evening. And it’s true, I do miss getting home late in the evening, getting very exhausted, screaming out, everything. But most of all, I have confront my stage fright. Thank you to everyone who has involved in this especially the teachers. *Applause applause* Drama SMKPA Team! Go!

Happy Birthday to Big Brother

Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to Abalid,
Happy Birthday to you.

Today is my beloved brother's 26th birthday. He is getting older and is still single. So annoying. I text him to wish him a happy birthday and he reply back 'Trime Kasih. Blaja rerajin tau'. Lol. He's always nagging telling me to study. I really don't mind him nagging and always do as he told. And he's always nice to me. So, thanks for everything Abalid!

*Sigh* Its that time of the month again

I had a test this week, from Tuesday to Thursday. I wasn’t sleeping right. I was pushing myself because of the test. I studied in the evening like at 4 to 5.30, and then I took a break till 8 something, then I continued until 11.00. Then I woke up again at 4 or 5 in the morning. Well the effect of this messy sleeping cycle:

1. I got sleepy while doing the test.

2. My brain got into a black spot of some kind.

3. I was feeling so hot like burning.

4. And I was feeling very uncomfortable.

5. I had headache the whole week.

6. Plus I was on my period.

I was and still am very stress. I have three essays I have to finished by Monday and an assignment about some great person who has done something somewhere. And right now I’m having a throat problem and every time I cough, it goes to my head and my head feels life something knocked on it. Last night, I had to sleep face down because my head hurts. *Sigh* Now I know how suffering feels like. But at least this kind of suffering doesn’t last forever. Wait till I see the real world out there. There’s much more to come in my way.

Happy Birthday to my beloved ABAH!

Yay. Today is my dad's birthday. Hurm.....I wonder what my mom has in mind for today. My parents would probably go out tonight, without me that is, and celebrate. I always got left at home. *sigh* Well I'm fasting today and later I have tuition class. Yah! I'm so tired. It feels like I haven't rest forever. And I've been having headache occasionally nowadays. Well I guess thats it. Just keeping you updated. Thanks for reading. Annyong.

How I Handle My Stress

So, you probably know that this year I'm sitting for the most important exam EVER! So I've been stressing so much lately. I’ve remembered the year when I’m sitting for PMR. A month before the exam, I cried so much. I believe some of my friend might remember. It’s so crazy I thought I was going to die. Just like this year. But this year, it’s a bit different. I cry every month. That’s the only way I could do to release the entire burden. Sometimes I even have to force myself to cry because it’s just way too much for me to handle. I really hope for this year to end. Especially I’m the last person in this house to finish school and 6 years late. Urgh! And my parents and my brother especially is expecting so high from me. I really don’t want to let anyone down. I’ve tried everything to handle those stresses. I soo hate screaming on the pillow. I think it’s not worth it. Because for me, I have to see and hear the stress gone. And you can’t really hear your voice when you scream on the pillow and I don’t feel the satisfaction. Crying on the other hand, you could see your tears and the sobs is really wow. I would feel so much better after crying. I don’t have to worry about anything. It’s all going to be handle delicately.